Krista Lauren

Baby is the size of a papaya. My last scan said he’s 8 pounds, 5 ounces, but they said this can be about 1.5 pounds off. He is likely a giant boy, as I’ve gained a lot of weight, mostly in the stomach.

I feel like I’ve been pregnant for such a long time. But I also feel like the last few weeks are flying by too fast. I wanted maternity pictures (I can have someone snap some casual ones still), and to take a class (I signed up for an online one). I felt like I’d be more mentally prepared. After all — I feel like I’ve been overall less anxious throughout my pregnancy than I could have ever imagined.

I love my new doctors, but haven’t met all of them yet. I think I have a good hospital. I’ve been so uncomfortable lately I am almost at the point of wanting Baby out, but not really yet.

They say your brain chemistry changes while pregnant to get ready to care for Baby and I see it. I am suddenly feeling off and scared and not like myself entirely. I feel less brave today, I do not know why.

I need some sleep. I will share more soon!